A decision made. A lesson learnt. A privilege sacrificed.
I knew i cant get the best of both world, but i didnt jeopardize anybody. It's crystal clear. My heart beat for both teams; amkss netball, shalom. Friendships grew, we bond every minute. How on earth am i suppose to break away from something that has already tattooed itself in my soul? Screaming my lungs out, crashing into my heart and tearing me apart. I'm losing it.
